One important tidbit of information that I have come to find in the past few weeks: life is not static, no matter how much you would like it to be sometimes. It's more of a dynamic force that moves, flows, churns, and occasionally crashes. When the latter happens, it's up to you to pick up the pieces and move on, or you're left exactly as is: broken. I haven't crashed in a while, and I think that my pick up effort as of late has been worthy of even Waste Management. However, keeping fluidity in mind, I have recently have been trying new things and steering myself in directions which I have never thought I would find myself. And honestly, it's exciting. Doing new things and giving them the good ol' college try has really been forcing myself to re-evaluate my position on many different aspects of life in general, and I'm happy with my direction ( incidentally, oftentimes my college try involves attempting to stand after too many shots of tequila).
 Life is fluid...it changes at will. Even little day to day things have changed. I read now (see previous post My Book Report) which comes as welcomed changed from my former entertainment ritual which consisted of hours of watching television, my so-called third parent. Even that is funny to me "I read now!" : I profess it as if I was a third grader informing an embarrassed aunt or uncle that I can understand what they are saying about their unsightly rash as they disguise it as a slew of letters ("I got it from the M-I-L-K-M-A-N...") I'm also trying to do more things outside, but it has been interesting because we are heading into the warmer months here in Tucson and I'm left with a souvenir sunburn every time I go out there. Recently though, with all my fluidity and changes I have even more of a focus on the long term goals ahead: some of which are concrete, and other's have also recently changed. In essence, change thus far is a good thing...we'll see how long that lasts as my OCD old self tries to change my direction. |
